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Comforting the Disturbed….

…..and disturbing the comfortable.

It’s not for the faint of heart.  It’s a special calling for a few artists whose soul and higher self begs for them to create art along with messages that are controversial.

And particularly challenging for those artists who are susceptible and worry about what others think, because of their wounding, and life’s lessons.  And, for those who were raised very “traditionally”, it presents a whole other plethora of issues.

All I can present is MY story – but I think that many other artists are in the boat with me.

Making pretty “acceptable” art is fun – and there is always a place for this…But, I KNOW that some of you are being called to bring in messages…and it’s scary.

I started traditionally – cows, sheep, roosters, pigs – fun and delightful, and near and dear to my soul.

And then, IT started.

It began with a message from a very well known artist – “Don’t let galleries pigeon-hole you.  Don’t paint for them.  It will stifle your creativity – the messages you are to bring through.”

Abstraction started – followed by “beings and angels” – and then – the messages became as important as the paintings.

I HAVE to paint these.

It has become even clearer to me after these past three months of intense introspection and lessons.  I know that many of us are going through the eye of the needle right now – with Spirit/God asking us if we are truly committed to the path that we chose.  It is taking HUGE amounts of courage, dedication, and shedding to get to where we are – and I applaud each an every one of you for NOT FOLLOWING THE M(ASSES)!!!

Creatives – all creatives – that are authentic to their paths, are the ones that are bringing in the new consciousness – the change that is needed.  We bring in questions – we bring in light – we bring in joy and love.

One of my latest paintings is a great example of listening to my knowing – being petrified to put it out there – and doing it anyway:

It’s called Faces in the Crowd – and here is the message:



A message about society.

About the way so many walk around like zombies.

Willing to follow the masses.

Not questioning, or thinking for themselves.

Becoming empty, because they fill themselves up with things, and busy themselves with jobs that they don’t care about….

Not finding time to play.

Look at the sky.




Just finding time to BE.

Instead they try to keep up with the Jones’…(no pun intended).

Losing themselves in the Crowd, rather than standing out, because they have been taught that standing out is a “bad” thing.

How will YOU stand out today?

May we walk together as one.

I KNOW that this painting “disturbed the comfortable”, because someone commented : “Me no like”.  Six months ago, I would have deleted my post.  I would have been totally embarrassed to have posted something that someone didn’t like.   Three months ago I would have deleted her comment.  Yesterday, I said, “Good.  It’s meant to disturb!”  And I meant it.
Does it scare the shit out of me to put these messages, these paintings out there???   Hell YES!!!!  Will I continue to do it?  Of course.
It’s time to wake up.  It’s time to be authentic.  It’s time to shine our collective light.  We have all become numb to stuff that we wouldn’t have put up with 10 years ago.  We are numbed and dumbed.
So – here is to all of you who feel the calling and are scared to death and do it anyway.
May we walk together as one.

What if??

Emerging From the Mist (24 x 30)
Emerging From the Mist

What if we are all God? (Hear me out, please) That higher consciousness?  And we all decided one day that we wanted to play a game.   A game called Earth.  And that we promised one another that we would help one another remember who they were.  What if?

What if we all knew all the rules before we came?  That we would have amnesia and forget that we are all love.  AND, that we were given all the tools that we needed, if we just knew how to look for them, or if our intuition was so strong that we KNEW when we found them.  Tarot, Astrology, Numerology, Akashic Records, Meditation, Sychronicities….and oh so many more.  We have been given them.  What if?

What if we have agreements with other souls that help us learn our lessons no matter how painful, or or discouraging?  That some were here to challenge us in ways we never believed possible, and it made us feel like victims, or being picked on, or that we aren’t good enough or that we aren’t capable of being loved, and made us question why we are here.  That we fell in and out of love to learn some of those painful lessons.  What if?

What if we agreed that we would live as one with the Earth, the being that choose to host us for our experiment and all of her creatures that were present upon her.  That we would look to the skies and the beings for messages.  What if?

What if we all agreed to wake up now in the billions because we know that we are all in the 11th hour, 59th minute and 59th second?  That we are about to destroy the Earth by not living in harmony with her.  That we are more concerned with money and greed and short term goals rather than being concerned with leaving this world better than we found it, and making it a better place for generations to come. That we are more concerned with what we have rather than who we are.  That we are more concerned with being right, and bigger, and stronger, and smarter, and better than the other person, that we will do anything we can to discredit the other, rather than showing compassion and forgiveness and love.  What if?

What if artists and other creatives are here to bring in messages?  And our job is to change the world with our messages?  What if?

What if the answer really is LOVE?

What if?

May we walk together as one.




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