Let it go

I am getting ready to go on a shamanic journey…..one that I have wanted to go on for a long time, and had scheduled two years ago, but then I cut my tendon and had to have surgery…   Sooooo….obviously it wasn’t time.

But, what, is my intention for this journey?   Why is it so important for me to do?   For that answer, I had to go inside and listen to my intuition.   My life seems to be intuitively guided lately, (oh hell, my life has been intuitively guided since I made the decision to get a divorce!), and this was no exception.

I haven’t been doing many abstracts lately, and felt called to do one.  I struggled, a lot, but I knew it was going to be some sort of breakthrough piece….   Layer, upon layer of sheer hell for me….but, I’ve gotten to the place, now, that I don’t beat myself up too much when I get here, rather, I see it as a growth opportunity.

“Let it go!”

I kept hearing those words.

And couldn’t figure out why.

I let it go.

And just put paint on canvas.

After that, all I wanted to do was cocoon – and my go-to place for cocooning is Candy – my little Scamp camper.

“Take the painting!”

Ok….I’ve learned not to argue with “those” voices.

I snuggled in – and looked at the painting.

AHA!!!   There is was!!!

My intention for my journey – Let it go.

The painting is an abstract of the inside of Candy.

She and I are going on the journey together.  She is my home away from home.

LET IT GO!   Let it all go.   Trust your intuition.   The messages came flooding in.

Let it go Paula – the past – let it go.

Don’t hold onto it anymore.