I’ve opened up a whole can of worms with this move. One of the things that I am doing is reading old journals. Ten-ish years ago, I consciously said “Bring it on!” to GUS – not having a CLUE what I was about to get myself into….(I highly recommend that if you have any of the following “symptoms” to NOT say bring it on like you know WTF is going to happen – because I assure you – you don’t!! – instead, you might rephrase it as – “I’m willing to do what it is you ask of me, but, with ease and grace!”)
One of my writings that I came across was written very early on on my spiritual journey…I was actually quite surprised that many of them are still pertinent on my path now….they are just deeper.
So….Here it is!!!
How do you know when you have “chosen” to become a Lightworker?
- You do things that “muggles” see as crazy or you do things you “shouldn’t” do.
- You leave relationships because even though they are “easy”, you don’t feel right about not being authentic to your true self.
- You start talking to trees, rocks, fairies, angels, etc. AND they “talk” back!
- There is a gut reaction to lies – Even if someone says one thing – your “gut” or intuition tells you another. TRUST YOUR INTUITION!
- You believe in the goodness of all, even thought you see their dark side.
- You are able to forgive (yourself and others) and are able to move on without staying in the past knowing that the other person also has their journey and you don’t feel a need to fix anymore….i.e. – if he/she would just change. (Ongoing process for me!!!)
- You feel a need to simplify your life – spending more time in joy and peace rather than drama and depression. (Also, ongoing!)
- You feel a little crazy and yet you know you’ve never been more sane in your life and finally all of the puzzle pieces “fit”, even though you know the puzzle may take years to complete – and every time you find a piece – you squeal with delight!!!
- You finally feel like you are BEing who you came here to BE and stop trying to “make” it happen – trusting that when you are authentic and from integrity in your work, GUS conspires to make it happen.
- FINALLY, you see our world as one of tolerance, peace, harmony, love and compassion.
Imagine it – and it is so.
I had no idea when I was writing this, that even today, it would be something that I needed to read.
If you are feeling ANY of these “symptoms” – I want you to know – YOU ARE NOT ALONE – Now, more than ever before, because of the state of the world – there are thousands “waking” up every day. One of my “jobs” that my guides and angels have made more than abundantly clear – is to share very large parts of my journey. I came from such a traditional background – married a dentist, raised 2.54 children, had the picket fence, conservative etc etc etc….until I couldn’t do it any more. I KNEW there was something else out there. My life fell apart – and I’m slowly putting the puzzle pieces together. Not trying to “make” them fit, but instead, allowing them to fall into place. Sometimes it is very slow going, but, sometimes I have those days where I find 20 pieces…
SO WORTH IT!!!!!
Every day is a new beginning. A chance to follow your path. I believe, now more than ever, we are here to change the world….hold sacred space…just by following our path. Not one of us can exist without the other…
May We Walk Together As One
Paula
