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Heal the world

Many of us came here from the stars….Each having a specific “job” to do to help heal humanity.

Yesterday, I was guided to paint something I might normally not paint. Star people. I sat in meditation for the majority of the day to receive the message. The download that I received from this painting was very direct.

STAY OUT OF FEAR!!!

What ever it takes for YOU to stay out of fear…DO IT!!!

So much going on, on this experiment called EARTH that you all were so EXCITED to volunteer for. And, bless your hearts, (we DO mean that in the Southern way!), you all are so bombarded with the one thing that the dark ones count on to control you, and make this experiment fail – FEAR!!!!! (We say, Bless your hearts, because WE know that you really know down deep, that this is why you came here this lifetime….This is the crescendo, the climax, the coup de gras!!!!!)

STAY OUT OF FEAR!!!!

First, it was that “man”, (we use that term very loosely, because we kinda get your sense of humor), that was elected to the head of the US. And then, it went to HIS head, all ego, and, well, we know that was enough to send a large majority of you all to the precipice of doubt and frustration. And, yet, you continue to AMAZE us with your tenacity.

A very large majority of you see the bigger picture, and you are doing according to what your intuition is guiding you to do.

Everything is going as planned.

Because there is such division at this time, and so much ancestral, and this world, wounding, it is causing millions a day to question why…You all are waking up at a rapidity that astonishes us. Your resilience continues to weave that cocoon of golden light around your planet, that even we, can see why you love it so much.

Every time we watch you sigh at a sunset, or dip your feet in a cold, running stream, we are jealous, and yet, at the same time happy, because, we feel you.

And then, BOOM, y’all, bless your hearts, (this time we sincerely mean it!), you get hit with the reality of a pandemic.

You can’t rely, truly, on any news sources, because they are so biased.

And so the fear rises, in some. (#justaslightnotch)

For those who are in fear, do what you need to do to alleviate that fear. If it is stocking up on toilet paper, and rice and beans, then DO IT!! If it is to have plans to self-isolate, and having enough food (and toilet paper!!!), and supplies for HOWEVER LONG you decide to self isolate, then DO IT!!! What’s the worst thing that could happen – you get a SHIT TON of meditation time, creative time, quiet time, thinking time…and is that such a bad thing?

For those of you who shame ANYBODY for doing what they need to do to stay out of fear – STOP IT!!! You all have so many lifetimes, plus ancestral wounding. BE COMPASSIONATE!!!

AAAAAANNNNNNNDDDDDD…..

STAY OUT OF FEAR!!!!

May you walk together as one, we know you are doing it….we are watching and cheering from the sidelines, and giving you as many signs as we can, but, you must ask….remember, we are always with you.

Well, I guess they told us!!!

Told ya it was powerful…

I found them!

Tiospaye

Or, actually they found me. Or maybe it was just GUS (God, Universe, Spirit) at work…My tiospaye….My Family…. In the Lakota culture, the word tiospaye encompasses the conviction that family is not only made up of immediate blood relatives, but also extends to all those within their tribal clan.

It was so synchronistic, that I have to believe that a much higher power was at work…Thank you GUS.

I’ll digress a bit.

I moved to Arkansas eight years ago. (Has it REALLY been THAT long?) I’ve never made much of an attempt to find “family”, (Although I have been abundantly blessed by the organic unfolding of wonderful friendships here) because I always felt as though I would eventually return to Taos.

This fall, because of a seriously orchestrated event by GUS, the majority of my ties to Taos were severed.

I floundered. Once again, seeking and searching for answers.

I knew that I “knew” the reasons, but, as per my usual, I didn’t quite trust my own intuition, and fortuitously, a high vibration friend recommended a reader. “She’s the real deal”, were the words out of her mouth.

She stated to me what I already knew…which was/is that it’s time for me to ground here in Arkansas (which is why I feel like I have been painting landscapes). That, although I talk the talk, and sometimes walk it, it is time to, basically, shit or get off the pot. She told me that I was just kinda half-assing it, because of my fears. That I needed to open up more, and allow the energy of the crystals here to guide me. I need to stop just being on the fringes.

Well…shit.

How in the hell do I do that here?

I reached out….A friend who lives here in Arkansas said, I had a dream about you last night. I knew you were ready. We are having a sweat close to you this Saturday.

It really doesn’t take much once I set an intention.

The people there were family. My tiospaye.

So, did they find me, or did I find them? Or did it all just unfold exactly as it was meant to?

All I know is that it happened.

My life is getting ready to change….again….still….I’m not good at letting the grass grow under my feet.

I won’t be on the fringes anymore. If you thought I was woo-woo before, I have a feeling that you might just consider me certifiable in the future.. And, you know what? I’m good with that. I’m not meant to follow. I have a bit of fear, but, planning on letting GUS lead me where I am to go.

May We Walk Together As One.

Paula

PS….I’m doing another sweat this weekend….I told you it doesn’t take me much time, once I set an intention.

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