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Soul Path

How does one know – like REALLY KNOW – when one has found their soul path? I will tell you how I know, or knew.

I, like a plethora of my friends, was a complete Trump hater. Everything about who he was and stood for. I even avoided family and friends who were supporters. How could they not see for God’s sake? Seriously!!! So, you can’t say anything to me that I haven’t already said about him. Trust me.

I saw fighting among friends on Facebook.

I snoozed a shit ton of people because I could NOT understand how they could be so damn delusional.

One man in particular on Facebook, I had to snooze a couple of times. And every time his 30 day snooze was done, he would pop up on my feed.

I started reading what he was responding to the scathing nasty comments he was getting. The majority of time, he said blessings to you on your journey. Every once in a while he would thank someone for triggering him, and holding up a mirror so he could see where he still needed to heal. He has NEVER LOST FAITH.


Then I moved to Angel Fire Farm. The people up here are Trump supporters….Obviously, I wasn’t….and yet, during the summer when I was scared for my life, they were the ones that came to my rescue.

More thinking.

This is probably the scariest thing that spirit has ever asked me to do. I’m hyper aware of the risks of switching “sides” (although, there are not sides at all, everyone is just playing their part.)

“It’s time to be transparent, Paula.”

Oh hells bells, I know.

“You’ve always been transparent, and from your integrity, this is no different, you just have to face a huge fear of yours.”


Several sleepless nights.



I wrote, and then braced myself.

And in it came. I received my fair share of nasty scathing comments. Some I chose to respond to with “Blessings on your journey”. The extremely angry ones that I could feel hatred from, I deleted. Some comments were taken care of by others who had chosen this path.

I continued to observe both “sides”. Yes, without a doubt, there are haters and nasty people on both sides. But, the ones that I was resonating with were responding with love to their haters.

I reached out to a few. EXTREMELY SUPPORTIVE, and offers of help, love and encouragement came in by the droves.

Do you have ANY IDEA HOW HARD THIS IS FOR ME? I face fears every time I write anything and post it, but, as you know by now, my guides are on the bossy side….And I know from experience what happens when I don’t listen. I had to put my money where my mouth is – literally – I’ve lost quite a few collectors – but, as you all know, one of the things I am here to do this lifetime is to be transparent.

I never liked Biden as a pick for the nomination. How did he get there? There were tons of other super qualified candidates. How did he win when he did little campaigning? And by more than Obama won? Something didn’t quite add up.

The bombing on Christmas day was what did it for me. It had me on high alert. Something was just not right about that. Sticking my head in the rabbit hole was not fun (I’ve since gone much deeper and it hurts my heart to even begin to share what I have found.)

Then the censorship. And media manipulation (that I couldn’t see, until I could, and now I can’t unsee it). And the pandemic, and a vaccine.

Way too many unanswered questions for this curious mind.

And then the light bulb went on……This is why I came here. I’ve always known I was here to participate with millions of other souls in the raising of consciousness.

I had no IDEA it would be this huge.

It’s not just about raising the vibration. It is about SHIFTING CONSCIOUSNESS….

And we are all playing our parts marvelously. No right answers. No wrong answers. It is what it is.

There is BIG darkness that the veil is going to be removed from….It will take all of the warriors of light to not only help remove the veil, but also to help others as they are awakened from their slumber.

WE CAME HERE FOR THIS!!! Not only did we volunteer, but we were CHOSEN!!! Do you have any idea how many wanted to come? And, instead got to stay behind and assist us in any way they can? Kazillions of benevolent beings are cheering us on….Tap into them…Ask them for guidance. Be sovereign. Drink lots of water. Pray. Meditate. Reach out to a friend if you are losing faith. Vibration is EVERYTHING! Stay out of fear. Know that everything is happened for a reason.

Blessings to all of you.

May We Walk Together As One.

Please think twice before you post something nasty….I may be a Cancer, but, I have a Grand Fire Trine and my Mars is Aries, so beware.


Crazy times (which is an under-freaking-statement)

I know you’ve been seeing a change in my posts lately… I’ve always been very transparent. Since Christmas day, I’ve been in a quandary.  My biggest fear – being thought of as crazy, and losing friends was/is finally going to have to be faced.

But, I digress.

Something about the bombing in Nashville instantly hit me as fishy.  So, I started down rabbit holes.  One thing led to another, and a sweet friend helped me navigate.  Then, I started reaching out to friends on Facebook that, quite honestly, I had had to block because I didn’t like the way they thought. I was met with total and complete love and compassion and offers to answer any questions that I had.

What I found down the rabbit holes blew me away. I felt inside outside upside down.  You all know me, and how strong my intuition is, and it has never steered me wrong.  It’s only when I DON’T listen to it, do I find myself in a messy, crappy, but profound, lesson.  Today, when I listened to Lorie Ladd’s video about whether or not Trump is a Lightworker (click here) that she posted in August, that was INCREDIBLY HARD for her to do… everything clicked.  Even though I listened to her frequently and what she had to say EVERY TIME brought me peace, I just could not listen to what she had to say at the moment.

The deep darkness that threatens our world, is so close to being overthrown.  So close.  Millions of people every day starting to wake up from a weird bizarre slumber…waking up in two world’s, and neither one feels totally right.   

For days I went back and forth… yes, no, yes yes, no, HELL NO, and then YASSSSSSSS.  I knew when he was elected that something was fixing to go DOWN HARD.  After he was elected, the blinders went on, even though deep down inside, I knew we needed him.  But, Jesus Fucking Christ… seriously?  I could not see it.  Until Christmas day.  

This reminds me of when I started on my spiritual journey – for those of you who have gone on a spiritual journey, you know exactly what I am talking about. You just can’t unknow what you know. And, as hard as it is, being authentic, from integrity, and transparent AND MOST IMPORTANT, trusting my intuition is my first and foremost thing I am being pushed from my guides to do.

I know I will lose friends, there will be sadness in my heart for the loss, but, I have to do this.  I may appear crazy, but, back to the intuition thing.  

However, there will be delightful surprises.. and there already have been. Many have opened up their arms to me as I navigate this precarious situation.

This feeling of overwhelming peace has overtaken my life (as long as I can stay above the drama – which is a huge lesson for me also).   It’s totally indescribable.  

This uncommon courage that I am finding is allowing me to say – I feel differently than that. Than what and how the majority of my friends are telling me I “should” feel.

I’m becoming sovereign.

We are all playing our parts.  There is no right or wrong. No part is more or less important.  We are changing consciousness… together.  

It’s time.

All of this unrest and divisiveness is serving a bigger purpose.

I’m not telling anyone that they are wrong, and I am right. On the contrary, we all have to do our own journey, and face our own darkness right now. And I honor all paths….. Please do your own research. Ask questions. Don’t believe everything you read or are told. Or not. You are a sovereign being also.

Because, ultimately, we all want the same thing, which is Peace. Love. Harmony. Compassion.

May We Walk Together as One

PS…I know this will trigger many of you…please be cognizant of what you may post….As I have stated, this is hard for me to do, but, my guides are extremely insistent.


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