One (mighty fierce) Angel’s Story

Let me share with you the story of how this angel was born.

Most of you know, if you have been following my journey, that right now I am obsessed with abstracted landscapes. However, the other day, a pretty dang powerful Angel snuck in with an equally powerful message.

Surprise, surprise Paula….We are not finished channeling messages through you, yet….

“Ok Dokey guys….Tell ya what, I’m just gonna go with the flow right now, and not try to force anything….cuz that is when I create CRAP”

Good answer. ( I love their sarcastic sense of humor!!! SOMETIMES!)

Yesterday morning I was so moved by the sense of peace and tranquility that I felt while sitting in the setting moon light, that I spent the next few hours trying to capture that emotion.

Then, I told myself, “Self, you deserve a total chill day!”

An hour or so into the total chill day, THEY started with their chatter.

Another one of us, wants to bring in a powerful message.

“But, I’m only an hour in my chill.”

Tough titties.

“Dayum, you guys are bossy!”

They led me to the canvas. I have a multitude of canvasses that have been painted over a plethora of times. (Actually, I think those are my favorite ones to use, because they carry so much energy.) I used material that I rarely use, in ways I had never used it before.

She was extra bossy. I was to do it HER way! She wanted her face just so.

“But, I don’t DO faces.”

Tough Titties.

Obviously, it was gonna be her way, or the highway.


“What’s the message.”

Just be quiet, and we will tell you.

We are making ourselves more accessible to you, now, more than any time in history. We are at a tipping point – last seconds of the game – and this is your “Hail Mary.” We’ve been watching you very closely, and have decided that you need extra help. You all feel the darkness closing in. Fear and ego is threatening to take over. But, this is why you chose to come here to Earth, building up lifetimes of experiences and lessons. You are ready – more than ready, actually. For every one of you who chose to come to Earth at this time, there are multitudes of us, who were not as lucky as you are, in the ethers assisting you in any way we possibly can. You are the cream of the crop. The best of the best. We are bringing more and more of you together….connection, and the building of the Web of Golden light is of utmost importance. Each of you has a specific job for the collective. Follow your intuition. It will always serve you best. Your fears will come up, but, know that when this happens, and you face them down, that your light increases.

Hold humanity in love. Use compassion. Stand up for the underdog. Do what is not popular. Don’t try to fit in…instead, be who you agreed to be when you came here this lifetime. No job is miniscule.


And, please, call on us when you need guidance.

Well, alrighty then.

One more thing.


Don’t get sucked into the drama. Don’t play into the fear. Yeah, we know you are human, and emotions are what separate you from us. But, DON’T! Hold onto the belief that you are here for this very reason. To help raise the consciousness from 3D to 5D and beyond. Drama is so easy to get sucked into. But, again, we are begging you, DON’T!!! Yes, we agree with you that this man is everything you say he is….in your 3D world….his role, believe it or not, is very difficult. How would you like to have a job where most of the world abhors him? Laughs at him? Ridicules him? And, him, being a full blown whack case, because of all of his triggers and wounding?

Just hold onto whatever light you can. Help others find theirs.

We all believe in you….We KNOW that you can do it.


Ok dokey. Ya finished?

Haha! You humans are so impatient. Yup…until we have more to share.

Whoops…..guess I am guilty….As many of us are.

Blessings to all of you.


What does love look like?

Time For Reflection

This topic has been on my mind a lot lately….And, let me tell you why. It’s really hard for me to share this, but, I’m going to anyway.

I’ve been wondering if I’m at all capable of love and/or loving. Several incidences have happened in my little world lately that has made me go to the “I’m no good” statement that frequently comes up for us all. The kind where no one else can beat you up quite as good as you can!!!

And, I had a friend text me the other day….”Are you okay?” I called him immediately. He sounded worried and very concerned. “Are you okay?” “Yes, why?”, I responded. “Because I just saw a car exactly like yours that was in a horrible accident!”

It made me think.

A lot!

I came to the conclusion that this is what love looks like.

Or feels like.

Or “just is” like.

Wow, I guess I am capable of being loved. And it made me think. How have I shown love to others in similar ways?

Does driving a friend an hour and a half to help them pick out stuff for their remodel, loading it in your car, and then unloading it, count? What about showing up at a friend’s home who is totally overwhelmed with life with food and drink? How about talking with a friend who is doing something that could be dangerous to their career, and no matter how hard it is for you to say, you say it anyway?

Is that love?

I wasn’t shown much love as a child….consequently….I have a hard time recognizing it. It was mostly conditional. It made me feel unworthy, which has carried on into my adult years. And, has made me develop some very unhealthy patterns. Ones I can finally see, after hitting rock bottom.

Yes, I have gone about situations in a basakward way….but, I now understand why I do it the way that I do. “They” say that the first step to healing is to recognize that you have a problem. This one really made me go down that “I’m an awful” person hole.

Recognizing triggers, patterns, and wounding is essential to healing. My little wounded girl, Sallie, is not quite “there” yet, but, thanks to the unfolding of events, she is much closer. She is not as quick to push people away. Her “judgy” pattern is still there, but, more often than not, is filled with compassion. Because SHE has been there. She was wounded, and, reacts a lot, rather than responds.

Can I love, and be loved? I think so.

It’s called progress and not perfection….after all, I am human.

Have I made mistakes? Of course. Will I continue to have lessons? ABSOLUTLY! Will I continue to improve? You bet. Will I ever be perfect? No….life is a spiral that continues to reveal itself with every interaction.

Blessing to you all.

May We Walk Together As One


PS, my friend who texted me that frantic text….showed me love again, by making a desert for me that I had recently pinned on my Pinterest board…Yummy, lemon cream cheese bars….Now THAT’S the kinda love I LOVE!!!

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