I received my first “hate” message since joining the movement in Standing Rock. I knew it was coming because I had just read an article that a friend sent me about a friend of his who had been murdered because of his activist activity. “Paula. I have a question about your rebellion with the pipeline… Continue Reading
Category Archives: Spiritual Aha
Becoming Visible
I cried when I painted this. Actually, that is a lie….I sobbed. She may or may not be a “work of art”, but, her message to me, and to others is powerful. She appears to be taking shape. Slowly. Through the mist she is gradually appearing. She is finding herself. Becoming herself. Allowing others to… Continue Reading
Something BIG is coming
I know something big is coming. I’m like a cat on a hot tin roof…..or a……whore in church. I can’t relax. I’m pacing. I want to tear my hair out. Fingernails too. I’m not comfy in my body, and I want to get out. I know it will pass, but I want to capture the… Continue Reading
Being Transparent … or letting go.
We all have wounds. Sometimes buried so deep that we can never see them or find them. Or, we know that certain patterns are present, but we consciously choose not to look. Because it is ultra painful to admit our own shortcomings. It is SO much easier to point fingers and blame it on someone… Continue Reading
Lessons from a Weed Garden – Part two
Once again….the weeds (and wildflower garden) have lessons to teach. I’ve been gone pretty much full time from my home Esperanza in Taos, NM on Hondo Mesa for a little over two years. In two years of neglect, a lot can happen in a yard that used to be lovingly tended on a regular basis.… Continue Reading
The Blues
They come. They go. The blues. Sometime with varying degrees of intensity. I know that it’s normal. I used to RUN away from the blues. Or waller in it. All great techniques of avoidance. I’ve learned more about myself in the past month, because I have chosen consciously to face myself. My demons. My little… Continue Reading
