How does one know – like REALLY KNOW – when one has found their soul path? I will tell you how I know, or knew.
I, like a plethora of my friends, was a complete Trump hater. Everything about who he was and stood for. I even avoided family and friends who were supporters. How could they not see for God’s sake? Seriously!!! So, you can’t say anything to me that I haven’t already said about him. Trust me.
I saw fighting among friends on Facebook.
I snoozed a shit ton of people because I could NOT understand how they could be so damn delusional.
One man in particular on Facebook, I had to snooze a couple of times. And every time his 30 day snooze was done, he would pop up on my feed.
I started reading what he was responding to the scathing nasty comments he was getting. The majority of time, he said blessings to you on your journey. Every once in a while he would thank someone for triggering him, and holding up a mirror so he could see where he still needed to heal. He has NEVER LOST FAITH.
Then I moved to Angel Fire Farm. The people up here are Trump supporters….Obviously, I wasn’t….and yet, during the summer when I was scared for my life, they were the ones that came to my rescue.
This is probably the scariest thing that spirit has ever asked me to do. I’m hyper aware of the risks of switching “sides” (although, there are not sides at all, everyone is just playing their part.)
“It’s time to be transparent, Paula.”
Oh hells bells, I know.
“You’ve always been transparent, and from your integrity, this is no different, you just have to face a huge fear of yours.”
Several sleepless nights.
I wrote, and then braced myself.
And in it came. I received my fair share of nasty scathing comments. Some I chose to respond to with “Blessings on your journey”. The extremely angry ones that I could feel hatred from, I deleted. Some comments were taken care of by others who had chosen this path.
I continued to observe both “sides”. Yes, without a doubt, there are haters and nasty people on both sides. But, the ones that I was resonating with were responding with love to their haters.
I reached out to a few. EXTREMELY SUPPORTIVE, and offers of help, love and encouragement came in by the droves.
Do you have ANY IDEA HOW HARD THIS IS FOR ME? I face fears every time I write anything and post it, but, as you know by now, my guides are on the bossy side….And I know from experience what happens when I don’t listen. I had to put my money where my mouth is – literally – I’ve lost quite a few collectors – but, as you all know, one of the things I am here to do this lifetime is to be transparent.
I never liked Biden as a pick for the nomination. How did he get there? There were tons of other super qualified candidates. How did he win when he did little campaigning? And by more than Obama won? Something didn’t quite add up.
The bombing on Christmas day was what did it for me. It had me on high alert. Something was just not right about that. Sticking my head in the rabbit hole was not fun (I’ve since gone much deeper and it hurts my heart to even begin to share what I have found.)
Then the censorship. And media manipulation (that I couldn’t see, until I could, and now I can’t unsee it). And the pandemic, and a vaccine.
Way too many unanswered questions for this curious mind.
And then the light bulb went on……This is why I came here. I’ve always known I was here to participate with millions of other souls in the raising of consciousness.
I had no IDEA it would be this huge.
It’s not just about raising the vibration. It is about SHIFTING CONSCIOUSNESS….
And we are all playing our parts marvelously. No right answers. No wrong answers. It is what it is.
There is BIG darkness that the veil is going to be removed from….It will take all of the warriors of light to not only help remove the veil, but also to help others as they are awakened from their slumber.
WE CAME HERE FOR THIS!!! Not only did we volunteer, but we were CHOSEN!!! Do you have any idea how many wanted to come? And, instead got to stay behind and assist us in any way they can? Kazillions of benevolent beings are cheering us on….Tap into them…Ask them for guidance. Be sovereign. Drink lots of water. Pray. Meditate. Reach out to a friend if you are losing faith. Vibration is EVERYTHING! Stay out of fear. Know that everything is happened for a reason.
Blessings to all of you.
May We Walk Together As One.
Please think twice before you post something nasty….I may be a Cancer, but, I have a Grand Fire Trine and my Mars is Aries, so beware.
Thank you for your wonderful message. Yes we are all in this together, just on different levels. I too couldn’t figure out why out of ALL of the DUMACRATES they picked Bidon and Harris to represent the Demacratic Party. I still think that it was THEIR way of showing the World that they could put the very WORST two people in there and the Demacrates would vote for them simple because of what party they were with and more than ANYTHING, they HAD to get rid of TRUMP, before he exposed all of their Corruption. Plain and simple.
please don’t refer to people in dehumanizing terms….they are where they are. Just hold light and love please.
Thank you for your beautiful and brave post. I understand this journey you have been on, as I am on a similar path. I was raised in a very conservative community, most of my family are or were Trump supporters, albeit not of the Capitol mob type.
Most of my close friends are liberal. I watch them all somewhat detached and I do this because I see that my dear ones on both sides of the isle have faith that they are on the side of Love.
I Love what you have shared!!!
I’m right here beside you!
Hugs & Love